so tell me right now

I have just been listening to Vanessa Hudgens - Say OK

That's not her new song, but this song is amazing, indeed!

It really describes my feelings right now that's why I was

kind of surprised when I heard it accidentally

"When it's not alright, when it's not ok

will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright? Will you say ok?

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away?"

"But I don't want to be into you

If you don't treat me the right way

See I can only start seeing you

If you can make my heart feel safe"

"Boy, you've got some things to prove

Let me know that you'll keep me safe

I don't want you to run away so

Let me know that you'll call on time

Let me know that you'll help me shine

Will you wipe my tears away

Will you hold me close"

Anyways, today went with my sista, Vania to Semarang. It's been ages to hang out together. It was great to cheer together again. Tomorrow is new year eve. Still got no plan to go nowhere. Thought it's gonna be the most bored new year ever in my life. But I don't hope so, ahahax

Uh, my blog is getting bored and bored without no pictures. Gotta upload some random pics then. See what Ive been up to for this hols =)

Jc on Borobudur Temple

Wif my lovely lil cousin - Grace

At PaRis Beach

At Progo River - Mom and Jess

Fitting room as usual =) Jess and Niss

jess on a big coral reef

three heroes!

saatnya unjuk gigi! =)

fitting room as usual! =) van - jess

strawberry sparkling juice by geisha =)

It's not the way

You know I really love ya'

You know I really miss ya'

You know I really need ya'

You know I want ya' badly

You know I want ya' hug me

You know I want ya' here wit me

BUT IT'S JUST NOT THE WAY

>.<

I'm not ready >.<

BG music: Love me by Yiruma (Instrumental Piano)

November 26th, 2009

SIS PROM!

It was damn nice!

The unforgettable moments ever!

I love them all!

I love all my friends!

I can't never imagine how my life would be next year without them =(

I didn't even realize, every seconds I've spent with them are really precious

They have colored my life, light color or dark color, it doesn't matter wehh

All I know is just happy, sad, emo, upset, disappointed, mad, or anything..

But, as you all know that

These memories are lasted forever

I would never regret to move here

I can't never know how to say Thank You or Sorry

I'm not ready for a farewell party

I'm not ready to say Good Bye

I'm not ready to drop my tears

♥ When the time flies so fast ♥

Got a lot of works to do

Not much blogging recently

Till I realize that the time flies so fast

2 WEEKS LEFT

and

1.5 years in Malaysia become a HISTORY

Vit C - Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Genting Highland Overnight Trip

Well yaa... =)

I've just updated my stat on Facebook 'on the peak of tiredness yet happiness'

It was the topic of my blog now haha

I've just come back from Genting Highland today sometime around 9.30p.m

We went there for a night trip, it was the best! I admitted =)

I went with Yuli, Sherly, Ervandi, Jon, Calwin, Kevin, Alvin, Frans, and Wendy

Pretty big group huh??! haha

We played at Snow World and Genting Theme Park there

We barely stop there, kept walking and walking! It killed my leg slowly! haha

Well, bla bla blaa ..

got too much things to say!

overall, it was the best ever! it's kind of perfect trip! =)

Oya, as usual, I'm gonna post some photos soon!

See yaa =)

I realize nothing's broken

Well, finally I'm blogging haha

I've planned to update my blog since last Friday, I guess

But you know what, last week was extremely tiring and busy week than I thought before!

I almost screwed up my History ISU!! I just completely finished my ISU right before the class began! OMGoossh! -.-

Anyways, just want to write bout my last weekend! It was actually interesting and the most unique weekend I had ever! hahax =)

I went to Pyramid with Febri only. Actually, we were only planning for eating Porridge there. Suddenly, realized that we had one free pass for karaoke-ing in Red Box. So, we just headed up there. Anyways, it was full so we just hung around Pyramid randomly (well actually Febri was doing her secret mission there XD)

After around an hour, we were going back to Red Box and got a room for karaoke! Well, it was actually unusual for us to go karaoke-ing 2 of us only. Normally, there would be 5 - 7 people joined to go karaoke.

In fact, it was not bad to go only 2 people haha! Though actually we were exhausted to sing! haha =D

After spent 3 hours karaokeing, I met Aziza, her sister and her sister's friend for a while haha

Then I went back from Pyramid =)

Anyways, I loved this song!

Jordin Sparks - Tattoo

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my head in the fire, sooner or later, I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing’s broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done.
Live every second like it was my last one.
Don’t look back got a new direction.
I loved you once needed protection.
You’re still a part of everything I do.
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo. Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you. (I’ll always have you.)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking times
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothing is broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo, just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I’ll always have you).

If I live every moment,
It won’t change any moment,
It’s still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothing is broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction (don’t look back)
I love you once needed protection (no no)
Still a part of everything I do
You’ll still in my heart just like a tattoo

Can’t waste time so give it a moment (I can’t waste time)
I realized nothing is broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done (No need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction (don’t you ever look back)
I love you once and I needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’ll still in my heart just like a tattoo, just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

♥ No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you ♥

Better in Time

by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

******************************************************

Lately, I just found a lot of great songs

Love the combination of the rhythm and the lyrics

And I guess they all just match with my heart now

ehehehe =)

Well, I didn't have much things to do today but

My mood was randomly changing,

there were just a lot of things haunting my mind

But in anyways, I must be strong

It's a MUST!!

=)

October is coming!

Yeap, I will spend the entire October by reading bunch of book

1. Of Mice and Men

2. Step on it, Cupid

3. Soekarno Biography (used for History ISU)

Well, yeah..

That's it for today!

See ya!

^o^

Why can't you see you belong with me

"You Belong With Me"

by Taylor Swift

You're on the phone

With your girlfriend

She's upset

She's going off about

Something that you said

'cause she doesn't get your humor

Like I do

I'm in the room

It's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music

She doesn't like

She'll never know your story

Like I do

But she wears short skirts

I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain

And I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

You belong with me.

Walking the streets

With you and your worn out jeans

I can't help thinking

This is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench

Thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile

That could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in awhile

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine

I know you better than that

Hey what you doing

With a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain

I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

Standing by and

Waiting at your backdoor

All this time

How could you not know

Baby

You belong with me

You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember

You driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see

That I'm the one

Who understands

Been here all along

So why can't you see?

You belong with me.

Have you ever thought

Just maybe

You belong with me?

*******************************

Love this song by Taylor Swift

Especially the lyrics is just so sweet

=)

I'm on my way doing my ISU now

I need to be done at least 5 pages length

But I guess I won't do it that much

Oya, I'm just changing my layout (again)

and it is not credited to anyone

I made it by myself

haha

Hope I want to re-edit it again after I'm done wif my ISU thing

See yaa..

Randoms :x

I finally started my school today since a week off for Hari Raya Holiday

And NO WONDER ANYMORE!

I've accumulated a bunch of assignment in a day of my first day of school!

Some of them will due coming up soon!! *o*

It's not a small assignment but it is a big assignment

Ahh..

Even though I need to worry 'bout that thing,

but my mind does not let me go through it

When I wanted to start thinking,

feels like there is nothing in my brain

Now, I'm going to review Biology for the continuation test tomorrow

then double check for Marketing advertisement

starting the next English ISU

I think those 3 three things will keep me awake for 2.5 hours

and which means I'll be awake till 2.30a.m tonight

Well, blogger has actually flushed my mind haha

All I need now is just a can of latte nescafe! Uhhh..

Well.. I think that's it for today!

Genting Highland

Yeaa..

I really went to GENTING Highland today

Ola .. Olen .. Febri .. Keke .. Keke's mom .. and absolutely ME ..

were ready to go around 10a.m

We went there by Keke's car and her mom drove it

Special thanks for them

^^

We did not go up there straightly by car

We used cable car to go up there

As we arrived there ,

then we played at the out door theme park

Yaay, I was so excited to ride on them

WHY??

Cz I could scream as loud as I want haha

Briefly ..

The fox down and was thick

The wind blew up stoutly

The weather became very cold then

Consequently, we didn't have chances to ride all of them

At least, we were still able to ride on most of the extreme vehicles

** HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS TAKEN **

Jessy before riding on Corkscrew

Group Picture in front of Dinosaurland Gate

Keke - Febri - Ola - Olen - Jessy

Jessy 'n Keke on the Pirate Ship

Keke - Jessy - Febri before riding on Space Shot

Jessy sits on Spinner vehicle seat

Ola - Febri - Keke - Olen queued up for the Pirate Ship

Group Pict

Olaa Oleen Kee Jess Febb

Febb - Jess

Jess

*Can u see how thick the fox was*

The last but not least

We ride on

Flying Coaster

*Absolutely recommended if u guys go there*

haha

(Pic was downloaded from Google)

I didn't hv chances to take a pic

Well, I think Genting is my oni holiday

For the rest of the dayss

Most of probably, I'll spend it at the Pyramid

^^

Monday at Mid Valley

I woke up late today

It was around ... 1p.m - I guess -

I was totally bored then

Nothing to do ...

Just sitting all the time in front of my laptop

Surprisingly ..

Around ... 3p.m

Jon called me - invited my friends and I to go to Mid Valley to celebrate

CALWIN'S BIRTHDAY @ CHILI'S

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJUI!

WISH U ALL DA BEST!

Ola - Olen - Febri - and I went to Mid Valley then ...

We were supposed to eat at Chili's

Accidentally ... we were not ...

Anyways , I just want to say

- HAHAHAHA -

But I had fun today with some buddies

First of all -

I had my lunch at

THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP

Found a tee at

M N G

Play bowling at

COSMIC BOWL

The climax of the day was

I had

LARGE COFFEE BLENDED WITH CREAM

by

San Francisco Coffee

SPICY CHICKEN FLOSS

by

Bread Talk

PEMPEK BULAT 'N PANGGANG PALEMBANG

by

Keke - special thanks for her ^^

**************************************************************

My stomach was going to explode then ... haha

I ate too much - I know

Anywayss, the time now is 5:05 a.m

I and my friends still awake arr ..

Probably because we drank a large cup of coffee

and it works keeping us awake

But arrghh -- my eyes are pain argh

gotta sleep lor

^^

Good morning

^^

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya Lebaran!

For those people who celebrate it!

and ..

Happy Holiday!

Happy Sunday!

Well ...

My holiday has been actually started since last Friday

But Friday was an additional public holiday

When Ms. Wong announced that the government decided Friday was a public holiday,

the entire students at SIS were screaming and freaked out

*including ME* =)

Yea, it was very infrequent and extraordinary circumstances

Finally, I got a week free days!

It's the time to ejoy the times! haha =)

I do have a plan to spare my days

Yet still need some times to go for it

=)

Anyway ...

Since I have nothing interesting to do at the hostel ...

Then the most interesting to do now is

CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE by Secret Recipe

FRAPPUCCINO WHIPPED CREAM by Starbucks

ASSORTED DONUTS by J Co

CHOCO CHIP COOKIES by Famous Amos

SUNDAE CONE by Mc Donalds

ALMOND PRETZEL by Auntie Annie's

MEXICAN BUN by Roti Boy

Gosh! I will really gain 10kg with those kind of foods!

haha =)

Anyway, I will not really eat all of them at once

haha =)

Ooops seems like I've got to prepare my self right now

Gotta go to the church

=D

See ya 'n Love ya!

Hey ya it's been such a long time since I didn't blog

It's not because I've got nothing to say but conversely I've got too too much to say

Let's say that this current weeks were tiring weeks

It's not only assignment probs but personal probs

can't say anything bout that!

Well, I just don't know hw to write even explain it

but most important thing is

I am now deliberately in blur condition

I don't know how exactly the situation is

Well, maybe sometimes, I just let my mind flows away

Let the time answers everything

But, yes it does bother me, my mind and my life

Well, anyway, to be here is my luck

Yea, if I could stop groaning 'bout my life, it's not me, Jessy haha

But I would keep motivating my life

That 'Everything happens for a reason'

I figured out that quotation after I finished writing my short story assignment

It's not actually worthless though =)

As long as I could realize that time is very personally important for me now

I am completely understand what my parents' desire for me for my future

I just dont want to mess it up

I will keep those things in my mind, always

Just need abit preparation, reparation and enhancement

I feel like I could see the Day is coming up sooner

Should not waste the days and must do the best

A great start will not always produce a great ending

But an excellent progress will result an amazing ending

'History composed present while present prepares for future'

- Just wanna share some photos -

Marsmallow girls

- Jessy in the past -

PS: I realized how fat I am now! haha

D I E T ! ! !