Those people who really know how to talk, talk, talk... and talk !
Seriously, I am really pissed off with this kind of person. I really should give them a big big applause for their imaginations! I know people say "Let's dream high" but then SHOW it!
Sometimes, I really feel like slapping them to wake them up from their dreams and face the reality! When they keep talking and never do it, feels like they are dreaming but never wake up!
At first, their words seem very convincing and real but after a while, they keep talking over the same thing again.. and again without any progression, don't you feel tired? Hello wake up!
Maybe, it really is none of my business and I should just don't give a damn for it.. and if you purposely say those words over and over again just to make you feel great, it does not mean you can underestimate others!
OK.. I shall stop complaining here..
I just treat my nail with pink + silver glitter metallic polish :)
Hello readers, it's 2:12a.m Malaysian time and I am writing my final exam tomorrow and I know I ain't supposed to be here right now! lalalala :D
However, since my brain is currently lagging, so instead of sleeping (since I'm not sleepy yet), I'm just gonna entertain myself here for a while.
So what is up?
I am having my finals during these 2 weeks but I don't know why I don't feel much pressure. Don't get it wrong, I am not the super smartest student neither the 'take-it-easy' kind of person. I really do concern on my study especially my marks but I just don't have that much pressure for the final. I am not sure though if it's a good thing meaning the final is easy OR it's the end of the WORLD! lol
I will be home exactly in a week! I really cant wait to be home. As much as I love this country, home is the place where I always belong to.. teehee :D
They are quite lots of awesome movies in the cinema atm. I'm really glad I was able to watch them in a row last week.
The best thing is, all of them were terrific! But if were to choose one, Ice Age is definitely the must-watch one!
So.. before Im typing any further, do you ever dream of murdering or killing people before? It sounds scary right but for me they are very normal LOL! I dont know why I keep dreaming of this theme lately. At first I never realized it until I kept telling my friend about my dream, "Did you dream of killing people 'again'?" I was like.. hmm yeah the word 'again' really startled me! Ive been dreaming of this theme quite a lot lately. It's been around 2 months or so, I suppose? Then I'm kind of getting used to it, so I won't feel scared or awkward by the time I wake up.. but.. yesterday night was really worst of the worst! I felt suffocating and exhausted by the time I woke up, and it scared the h* out of me! Around 8.30am I woke up, since I'm on my study leave meaning no class for today, I continued my sleeping, and I continued dreaming! At 11am, I woke up for another time, making sure I wouldn't continue my sleep so I opened my laptop and watched some youtube videos, checking facebook and some stuffs but I slept again and continued my dream 'again'! Anyway, I woke up at 1pm and promised myself to not sleep again.. Usually, I will just ignore my dream because whatever they are just dreams... but this dream really affect my real life even until now. I still keep thinking of this dream, I feel like this dream is speaking to me.. and I have to figure out what it means. I did some researches after then for nightmares, and these are what I've gotten: Check out the full articles here: Dream Moods "Because of its frightening nature, you are more likely to remember your nightmares and the vivid details. They have a bigger impact upon your waking mind. Its images stay with you throughout the day." ✔ CORRECT! "Some studies show that people who are more sensitive, intuitive, creative, or imaginative are more prone to have nightmares."☺ IS IT?HAHA "One reason for nightmares may be a way for your unconscious to get your attention about a situation or problem that you have been avoiding."☹ MAYBEE "They convey an important message and help clear up the conflict in your life."✌ I HOPE Reading it from the start, my dream sounds so dramatic!hahaaa.. No, I ain't gone crazy stressed depressed because of this dream! I believe I'm in 'good HANDS' :D
By the way, I bought a set of candle holder today. I am really into candle lately. They just look calm and relaxing. It was really cheap anyway. I bought it for RM20 at Jusco Sunway Pyramid.
Song of the day:
Kiki Idol - Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
ps: It's an Indonesian Christian Song. It was sung by an Indonesian Kid Idol. First time I heard it, I was really blessed. :)
If I could just spend one day without worrying of anything, escaping the rush of the city and embracing the nature; There must be 3 essentials things:
View
I am a person who loves view, well who doesn't?lol.. You could say I'm a view freak. I can just sit, stare and stone at annyy view (mountain, beach, farm, lighting, sky, traffics, etc). However, I like to see them in a higher place because the breezy wind soothes me off :) Honestly, by just staring at them can make my day and boost my mood.
Music
Mellow music is a must. They are just like my best friend ever. I rmb when I was home alone for the entire day, my mouth felt kind of numb because I didnt talk at all. So I guess when Im talking, it's like exercising my mouth haha! To release my numbness, I decided to sing instead of talking to myself lol!
Pictures
I like to stroll back to my old pictures. Sometimes I feel guilty for taking every moments for granted, but in someways I feel blessed to have those people in my life, to be able spending those precious moments with them. After seeing those pictures, I feel that we can do it again, repeating the moments we had together.. but things won't be the same anymore. Remember: pictures are preserved moments! What has been preserved wont turn as original anymore, and there is nothing better than original. So I'm living my life at the moment, not for yesterday, not for tomorrow but this moment.
*Companion
Well I dont really need a companion to feel at ease.. but I would be more than happy having 'someone' I really love to be at my side. Have you seen my pomeranian puppy Brandy? I really love him so much. So it'd be my pleasure to bring him with me.. teehee :D
Drinks?
Hahaa when I'm alone, I tend to eat more than I usually do! I would love to have my tiramisu with me but then I wont feel at ease coz it's just gonna make me fatter!hahaha Anyway, Chrysanthemum tea is the best alternatives of tiramisu, and they are healthy!
By the way, I'm moving to a new condo now! Yeay I'm so happy since it has a better appropriate internet connection than my previous one. I hope I wont have any trouble with the connection here lalalaa.. I also hope I can blog more since it's much faster now to upload pictures for my blog :D
Well, gtg to sleep now.. Good night world :)
Song of the day:
IU - Nagging
ps: im currently watching 'The Hero' Korea reality show. IU is one of the personnel there and im just so obsessed with her cuteness! She's very cutee!!
Oh well.. it's been a while :) I have really been extremely busy for the past 2 months. It all started on May! I remember during that month, I was really burdened with assignments piling up and some stuffs need to be settled. Thank God, May passed!! And by the time I thought June would be much relieved, my calendar was being monopolized by assignments!! but I guess I was kind of get used to this busy-phase life already.. so no pressure no pressure :)
Anyway, Im obsessed with Gradient Nails lately. I watched some of the tutorials from youtube, most of them will use sponge to create nice smooth gradient. I just cant do that! LOL epic fail! Maybe Im not skilled enough or maybe my polishes are not opaque enough. I was not able to pick up the color from the sponge, meaning the color won't transfer from the sponge to my nails. Tell me WHY??!
Anyway, I found this amazing technique from youtube as well to create beautiful gradient nails with glitter polish, without sponge!
Despite the picture quality *sigh I dont have much light when I captured the pink nails that's why it doesnt look that appealing in the picture* However, I personally like the mint green one because Im currently so in love with mint color! And I think I put too much glitter over the pink polish, it makes the nail look dirty or just not appealing as the mint one. Anyway, I learned this technique from the channel below :)
