Summer breakaway

It's summer time! This is the time I have always been waiting for the last 5 months.. I am now HOME enjoying my leisure times.. Basically, I am all booked on July and free on August.. Should I be happy? Arrgh, I guess no.. I am not a home-person.. Briefly, I left for Malaysia on June 23rd, and I was extremely happy :) I had a great time there (yes I was and always).. Especially, I got to meet Ervandi, Febri, Kevin and Frans.. You know 'happiness law' is always valid in every situation *sigh.. [I cant think of any word so I made up happiness law term] "It's a condition when times always go through quicker than you expect when you are happy and times will go through slower than you expect when you are unhappy" Right now, I still have around 45 days left before I am going back to Hong Kong.. I really wish I could enjoy my holiday now.. I dont wanna feel so depressed anymore for being alone there.. I just wanna feel the warmth of togetherness.. Sometimes, when I have nothing to do, this feeling keeps haunting me down.. The feeling of loneliness.. When I glance my life for the past 6 months, I was so afraid.. I dont wanna remember.. Or maybe, I am just exaggerating it.. Yes maybe..